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One of the impacts of having been intermittently poor is the love of predictable and defined systems and anxiety that not engaging with them just right will lead to them not working.
I had a dream where I had not gathered event tickets ahead of time and when I came back the event had moved on without me. With an old somewhat estranged friend aboard. The problem in my head is that you only ever get the one chance because you don't have the resources to reschedule.
I suspect this is about the anxiety caused by the credit application like form my electric and gas company have you fill out to start services and the fact that apparently they send out their confirmation package a week after services start. So we are coming up on the day where I need the power transferred to my name and my only contact had been an email saying they would send me a packet after my application had been processed. 10 days ago. I called them this morning and was told everything was OK and they would send the packet 10 days after the start date...
I had a dream where I had not gathered event tickets ahead of time and when I came back the event had moved on without me. With an old somewhat estranged friend aboard. The problem in my head is that you only ever get the one chance because you don't have the resources to reschedule.
I suspect this is about the anxiety caused by the credit application like form my electric and gas company have you fill out to start services and the fact that apparently they send out their confirmation package a week after services start. So we are coming up on the day where I need the power transferred to my name and my only contact had been an email saying they would send me a packet after my application had been processed. 10 days ago. I called them this morning and was told everything was OK and they would send the packet 10 days after the start date...
